I have reached a state of utter disgust. This world has completely crumbled and of course, this has been occurring since the beginning of time. It makes me wonder if things are how they were created to be or did we, as human beings, turn this world upside down. There’s only one word to describe it, chaos. I think this word is fitting to most things in the world if not limited to everything else. Some of the many questions that I have formulated have been those of which, there aren’t obvious or clear answers to. One thing is for certain, there isn’t always an explanation or solution for everything. With this knowledge, I have come to the conclusion that most things in life are spontaneous depending on our decisions and actions. I truly believe that there is only one destination, fate. Just as there are roads to places we choose to go in this world, there are roads in our lives that lead us to our fates. What road we will take is up to us. Our decisions and actions ultimately determine what path we have chosen to reach our fates. As I believe in many things, there are many roads. I have walked quite a few and detoured onto others but I believe that my fate shall remain the same. Could it be that “purpose” in which most speak of in life is just another word that can be replaced with fate? I believe it is, whether anyone else chooses to agree with me or not. Although I believe that most things in life are spontaneous, the rest can be said to be concocted by fate. Some things in life are just too well drawn out to be written off as strictly coincidental. Some things fall into place in ways that we cannot and never will understand.

This world has been formed from nothing into the unbelievably wonderful world of technology that it is today. We have created this. We have come a long way, but has technology brought us to a state where we are no longer in control of our actions? Thinking back to olden times, almost everything was carefully planned out. Life appeared to be much easier with agendas. Of course, it proved to be quite boring and led to the unhappiness of many individuals who felt that they weren’t in control of their lives. What we sought was our own free will that God gave to us. Over time, this has been completely taken advantage of. Just because one has the right to decide what he/she wants to do with his/her life doesn’t mean that it is always the right thing to do. Then the big question arises. How do we determine what’s right and what’s wrong? Although free will exists, this world is still pretty much structured but chaos continues on because being structured just doesn’t fit well with what we desire individually. I am curious as to what this world will consist of years from now.

We all have the advantage of making choices in our lives. Sometimes, some things aren’t in our control. But the events proceeding before those certain points ultimately determined where we would be and what we would be doing at that point in time. For every event that occurs, something changes in our future. I am a complete believer in fate and purpose. This belief has given me the strength and the courage that I possess today. Many things have occurred in my life that I have survived and shared with numerous people, whom were actually quite surprised of my existence. Surely, I don’t believe in luck. Luck has nothing to do with anything at all. Some people can’t live with the fact that life is a struggle, period. If everything were handed down to us on silver platters, how much fun would that be? Life wouldn’t be full of excitement and suspense. Everything would be completely bland and we wouldn’t really have purposes. To totally ignore the fact that there are important things waiting for us in life would be foolish. The world is what we made it to be, chaotic, and it’s something that we must live with and take responsibility for. No matter the state of the world, our fates remain the same. Now we must take a walk through life’s debris.